Я – артистка театра, всю свою жизнь собирала по крупицам то, что касалось жизни моего отца, и в XXI веке прочла его мысли, пережила его страдания. Уходить в прошлое трудно, тяжело все переживать заново. Книга жизни моего отца захлопнулась на сорок седьмом году, а его дневники открыли мне, как тяжелы были его последние годы, как он один прошел свой путь на голгофу – пережил крушение веры и, что самое страшное, пережил предательство друзей и непонимание в семье. К сожалению, мы, дети, ничем не могли ему помочь, потому что были слишком малы. Сейчас я почти в два раза старше отца, и читая написанное им, заново осмыслила свою детскую трагедию и детскую боль, она, моя теперешняя оценка тех дней, стала глубже и объемнее. Прожив еще раз свою жизнь, я с огромной любовью посвящаю эту книгу отцу». Ольга Аросева
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